Repeating Thought pattern

1. Rejection

Deep inside i feel the employee left are, they rejected me. So I fantasize as if i will get great opportunity and call them and reject it. That rejection is the reflexion or receiprocation of what they rejected. I will have great organisaiton and will Reject A.

Question : Leaving company and going other place is not rejection. Even if it so, why to bother about ? In their world they are progressing etc., In my world i am interpreting as Rejection.

I felt K is not joining me becaz she is not supporting me or trusting me. The inside fact is i am not trusting and taking calls and expecting some body to risk for my decision.

By removing feeling of rejection - may help to see the situation then and there.

Money - Minded - Mind

I was reading the news of Tally Owner, Bharage Goenka. Few lines i liked about it " Dont plan for successfully making moeny. Plan for success.. "

I heard about him from close circle, his focus and crystal clear thinking made him to stick on his ground.
He said @ 50 i have achieved 210 Cr. Company.

[ My thought process was i am 38 till i have more 12 year to make these land mark. See how mind immediately compare with some bodies finanical figure, eventhough he credit his sucesss for not going behind money. He would have made bigger money by doing some other activity. He plans his success thro product company. That is call he determined to take it. Why my mind is simply taking side of numbers than of acitivities in Market. ]

Why i should not think Top leading company in Digital Space ?
Technically classic company in Digital Space.
Best ERP Implementor for SME.

My focus going more on every year number making, @ cost of long term accomplishment.

Doing activity has to be more for excellency than of just only money motive.

Book of Heart 091111

Today when i was in the mission work i was showing anger, confidence lessness, mood of withdrawl. Not only me, i could able to sense these mood swing with most of them. After all it is the work of MIND.
The following is the pattern the fool mind was working.

1.We dont want to actually our work to be critisized by others @ the moment.
2. But all of us, who had little openness with understand others point after certain time.
3. People after critical view always hesitant to take responsibility. It is easier to make people in active or non committal if we are putting some more critical view on them.
4. Initial pep up always drained down after some hicups.

End of it, when i was sharing with other person, really i could able to make all the character in the discussion including me as comedian. I think all of us are LOOSU to the most extend.

when i shared with my friends, he was narrating his Thought Pattern :

a) Relative thought pattern


1. Start thinking his bro will cheat him. Even though he helps currently under current he thinks that he will not reciprocate with same intense. [ Ans : actually my friend also very calculative guy in nature. In short he helps his brother with the hope that if by any chance his bro come up he should help him. It is equvialent to keep place in running bus/train. Or expected return from MF or stock with emotional quotient. He gets the name of helping bro and at the same time help from him also. Lot of uncertanity in the whole statement. His bro has to shine and come up and at the time his requirement and need may not be the same as what he expect today. So whole equation may not have validity that time. Why to bother about future, why not just help him and forget ? Just helping him will not give him happiness.  ]

2. Cursing Finlaw.

3. Shaky relationship with better half

b) Future - no possible action - pattern

c) Getting fame by associating with fame people 
1. wanted to get associated with already fame people in his field. Feel cazy and warm with their surroundings. Ready to lose his idenity in their presence. Blendly expecting few good word from them, with out his hard work. More of networking look then learning side. Thinking of quick cut to sucess than putting hard work.

d) Continous fight of opposite ideology and ideal in the mind
Periyar, and other occupaies mind more than required. instead of fighting with just word he listened from them, it is better to have reading from their original and try to find their answer for it. Instead of real search for answer just thinnai discussion is on.

e) Fear based thought
Employer ask him to leave.
Sub employee may leave with out notification


g) Greed base thought
Get appreciated as great husband, son

[Need to be continued ]

Book of Heart 081111

"UN CLITCH " SPRITUAL Resolution for AGE @ 39

Statment about me to pounder :

1) I am lazy
2) Last need control
3) Not following routine for long time
4) Food control, medical care is poor
5) Lacking physical Exercise


Good Points:
1) Creator
2) Above average
3) Multi Tasker
4) Risk Taker
5) Searcher